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It's a long walk,
but it's okay. I like to walk anyway.
You order, I just ate.
Really the food would just sit on a plate.
I saw it once but I don't mind.
It's the kind of movie you can see twice.
And if you'd like to walk over me,
if that's something you wanted to see.
And if it would please you to watch me chew glass
if that's your pleasure, you can just ask.
Because whatever you want, that's what I'll do
because your desire's a part of you.

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It's not hot as hell
hell's probably hotter
all we can think
is to drink holy water
and look to the sky
and pray for whatever
all we can do
is talk of the weather

Optimism

Wherever you go
that is the plan
and you are the man.
Whatever you think
that's how it is
cause you know your shit.
and whoever you want
they're fools if they don't
When the sun shines
the sun shines for you
when the moon dies
its sacrifice
its sacrifice

A man of the world,
a man on the town,
you don't fuck around.
Whatever you say
people will do people love you.
Whoever you choose
has nothing to lose
When the sun shines
the sun shines for you.
When the moon climbs,
its sacrifice, its sacrifice.

Who is a winner?
It's this guy.
Who is the fellow
no one can deny?
You've got the world
on a string,
it's a world made of twine,
the world is your plaything,
the world will watch you die.

Bar Thoughts

Sort of drove 3 chicks [sic] away. But didn't, really. Drunken chat, then they split, one telling me I should talk to chicks [sic] instead [of writing]. Feel almost boozed out. With like 7/8 of a Guiness. Once other broad [sic] comes back to occupy Brad I'll drink like a bastard then go. Writing at very moment so as not to make eye contact. Chick[sic] was basically telling me I failed in not hitting on her. That hurts.

Drunk Fragments/Pauline

Somehow they sense
you're preoccupied
the hints you drop
they let it lie
all the things you say end in a sigh
you think you should
you shouldn't try

think you broke your thumb
(I know that something hurts)
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You're the ache in my wrist you're the break in my heart.
you're the one that I miss when I lie in the dark.
Don't have anything that profound to say.
Only that you split when I hoped you'd stay.

In the absence of something
the something is you
it's worse than nothing
but it's something to do.
I don't usually talk this way.
Just stupid mood I'm in today.

I didn't really know you
but we covered a lot
if you didn't notice
I always thought
you had the most interesting things to say.
Now you're gone I hear them anyway.